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Blogs > longliuyi > 异国家乡


longliuyi
(liuyi long) 43F
40 posts
4/22/2008 5:32 pm

Last Read:
4/23/2008 3:27 pm
23rd April 2008

I still can not sleep because missing him so much. If we did not have fight we would be together now. What should I choose my country or my love? But the critical is he can not even make a commitment to me. Why I always full in love with the wrong men? I have so strong love about my country and about him as well. I regretted maybe I should not use that tone to talk to him and finally expelled him out of my room. Obviously, I did the wrong thing; I should be patient to explain every thing to him. I can not go back, lonely and missing around me, I can not handle this again. I deleted all of him connect detail. It is a good thing, because otherwise I can not control. I will humiliate myself and my country as well. I want to cry, but nobody will see and no friends listen to me. I make too much complain to my friends, they already fed up with that I guess. I desperate want to know who can help me and how. I try to know new friends online, but sense the friends come to me, I am afraid to face it. Honestly, I do not believe that, if I can not deal with the people around me how can I deal with the people who I meet online?

longliuyi
(liuyi long) 43F
11 posts
4/23/2008 4:26 am

 Thanks for your encourage, I am working on it hard, trying to make myself busy and busy.


longliuyi
(liuyi long) 43F
11 posts
4/23/2008 3:27 pm

 I 100% agree with you. Unfortunately, it is too late for this relationship. I think I hurt him deeply and he also offended my feeling as well. To be honest, I am still waiting for his call for a really small probability. If I had a chance to talk to him again, I would have a long talk to him see if it is any chance or future for both of us. Any way, thanks for your tips.