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Jon27Chicago
(Jon 德良)
45M
66 posts
3/13/2006 7:53 am

Last Read:
12/13/2006 11:04 am

Life full of pain

When you are in love, time freezes, and when your heartbreak, time stop again. Sometimes I wonder how long this feeling going to last, I have so much regretting word in my heart that I want to say to her, but she is not there to listen anymore. Six year, I can¡¯t believe six year of relationship just gone. They said, let bygone be bygone, but the footprint that we walked together are forever in my heart. No matter what I did now, I just can¡¯t make up what I have done wrong. Sometimes I stride so hard to be a better human being, it just never seem to go anywhere. My depression has eating me up everyday, for six years, she have not notice that I suffering from depression, for six years, I have not told her once¡­


Fantasyroom 54F
842 posts
3/13/2006 5:46 pm

The real loneliness is the journey of one's heart alone. And the past memory is just like the objects along either side of the runway of the plane, which disappear when the plane runs far away. But you can not help looking back...

However, they are the past. You are still on your way to somewhere belonging to you. Cherish what you have now and those around you!


Pompey2005 53M

3/13/2006 10:17 pm

Hi Jon, yah I know how you feel. However in your case, 6 years of marriage all gone. From all my past experiences I realized that the lack of communications led to the downfall of the relationships. In other words, daily conversations were easy, but talking directly about problems was extremely difficult. Therefore the outcomes could have been prevented if problems were discussed early on. However, easy to say, hard to do....

Anyway, I hope you will feel better. And yeah, it'll take time, lots of it.


haohao730422
( )
51M

3/16/2006 3:23 am

Don't cry!

come on! let's sing a song....yesterday once more!


haohao730422
( )
51M

3/16/2006 11:41 pm

a place with no memories, no reminiscences, no pain

My dear, are you kidding? it's impossible!! @-@ hehe...

您是不是开玩乐啊...你能全部都忘记? 呵呵..


mika_18
(name )
39F

4/24/2006 9:25 am

Jon,,,,you have been trully heart broken and now we must learn from this pain so you be a better person and not make same mistakes,but my friend life go on and you must go on to,past is like heavy weight around our necks with long chain of pain,this will and is no good if you need to move on and let life bless you with that chosen one for you.Past is no good it not ever let us move on so you must ,take of chain so you be free and enjoy life once more.

i always so sad when people hurt,this world is a learning place for all,if we open our eyes and see then we learn.